I Wish
Why did you tell me that you liked me?
And then turn around and hurt me?
Maybe it wasn’t intentionally
But you did…emotionally
I go to class
I try not to show how I really feel
If im doing a good job
Then you won’t see
Sometimes
I can’t help but sit and stare
And it begins to be too much
So then I turn away
I want to spend time with you
But then…that would make things weird
I try not to do or say anything
To make things even harder to bare
I wonder what you think
And I try to figure out how you feel
You don’t talk to me
That makes things even more real
I need some time to think
I can’t seem to look at your face
Because then I’ll actually feel
That…I just want you next to me
I wish for you to be mine
I wish for you to feel the way I do
I wish for it all
But why wish for something that won’t come true
So ill sit here and flirt with you
And pretend that things are okay
But in the back of my mind
I sit and pray |