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Monday, June 28, 2004

blastin: thinking about you- avant
rockin: tank and boxers
feelin: good
tastin: nothing
thinkin: about angelica

i decided to update all my xangurs...cause im that bored...and me no have anyone to talk to...pssh

i wonder who actually reads my xangurs...lolz...but w.e.

angelica if you read this xangur...i want you to know you will be missed...and you will be until your awaited return...i love you like a part of my family...you mean so much to me...and im glad that we always had the chance to express that love...and it is kept in my heart

isa


Wednesday, April 07, 2004

I Wish

 

 

Why did you tell me that you liked me?

And then turn around and hurt me?

Maybe it wasn’t intentionally

But you did…emotionally

 

I go to class

I try not to show how I really feel

If im doing a good job

Then you won’t see

 

Sometimes

I can’t help but sit and stare

And it begins to be too much

So then I turn away

 

I want to spend time with you

But then…that would make things weird

I try not to do or say anything

To make things even harder to bare

 

I wonder what you think

And I try to figure out how you feel

You don’t talk to me

That makes things even more real

 

I need some time to think

I can’t seem to look at your face

Because then I’ll actually feel

That…I just want you next to me

 

I wish for you to be mine

I wish for you to feel the way I do

I wish for it all

But why wish for something that won’t come true

 

So ill sit here and flirt with you

And pretend that things are okay

But in the back of my mind

I sit and pray


Tuesday, April 06, 2004

mood: good
taste: none
thought: like the layout?

i know...this layout ain nuttin special...prolly other ppl got it too...but i just got real tired of the old one...

besides that...i haven't updated in this xangur in a ill long time...ahahahaha...so im here now

ain nuttin else happenin now...same shit...is spring break...and so far its all good...im feeling good...no worries...and nothing to think about...woah...let me rephrase that...there is stuff to think about...i just choose not to...its not worth the stress

ive been so stressed out lately...ive been so stressed...i didn't notice i was stressed...God...its not healthy...its taken a toll on my body...i have no appetite...i eat because i have to...and not cause i want to...

but im okay now...im getttin everything back on track...and im organized and refreshed...

isa


Monday, February 23, 2004

feelin: tired
tastin: nothing
thinkin: yO...i want to just knock out...

im tired...but just wanted to updated

yo im really feelin this song..sorry for 2004...by ruben studdard...however u spell his name...its koo

well...im gone...

gotta get some rest...because stephanie is gonna wear me out from laughin...lol

baiz!


Saturday, February 21, 2004

listening: i could fall in love-selena
mood: refreshed
taste: coffee
thought(s)?: none

i jus realized i wrote an ill long entry for optomistic307...lol...so ill TRY to keep this one short...

i should really do my homework shouldn't i?...lol...i wil i will...but hey its the weekend...so free minutes...

imma go talk on the phone first...lol

baiz!



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